So first of all, I am NOT looking forward to writing this blog post.
I'm pretty sure it's the MAIN reason why I haven't been blogging.
And until I can write about it, I don't think I can write about anything.
It's like clogging up my brain when I open up blogger.
Every. Single. Time.
Also, a side note, I realize some of my buttons have disappeared on the side.
Photobucket (where I host all my images) completely changed their site
and it looks like a few of the things I've posted have been affected.
Grrrrr. Photobucket!
But anyways, enough is enough!
I WANT to write.
And know that I know that MORE people know about what's going on in my life.
It's easier to say it.
My parents are getting divorced.
Wait! What? Yeah, I NEVER thought that would EVER happen.
I mean, I know I am a grown woman and all but it still hurts,
especially when thinking of the grandkids.
But it's not just that simple, not only are my parents divorcing...
My mother, who has been my saving grace, decided to pick up and move
THREE HOURS AWAY.
Trust me, I am as shocked as everyone else.
(Sorry mama, if you are reading this, I still love you)
But ugh, it's been hard.
I still have a lot on my mind about it, that's not completely out in the open
and I am not going to start that drama on a blog! Oh lord no!
So needless to say, A LOT has changed in the last few months.
My schedule, routine... everything!
My mom used to take Zo everywhere for me so I could work.
Well, now I get to. Which I am still thankful that my mom helped me for so long.
And I am thankful now I get a chance to do those things for Zoie that I've been longing to.
Yeap, I had to put on my big girl panties (not that I wasn't already a big girl, lol)
But you get what I mean.
Ahhh, well, I feel a lot better.
A big load off my chest.... That's what she said.
Haha, Glen has been wearing off on me.
Since I can't leave all sad like.
Everything else is wonderful.
Glen and I are still together.
Zoie loves dancing.
We are always busy.
But now that's out... I think I can blog again.
P.S. Thanks Cassie for emailing me a while ago.
Wondering where I went. It's always good to know someone cared! :)
1 comments:
hey girl - you are more than welcome. being in a similar boat nothing means more than knowing someone cares. i am always an e-mail away if you need to that frustration out on your keyboard.
i have divorced parents and now i am one myself. we will never understand, but we deal with it.
and we are pretty awesome moms!!
you have two parents who LOVE you. just two different ways. they accepted you through every choice you made and all you can do is accept them. just think if zoie would ever make a choice you didn't plan for her to make. regardless she is your child, you love her and you will be there for her. you have to keep that in mind.
hang in there momma. xoxoxo!!!
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